you're · shattering · our · innocence · like · a · bullet · through · a · glass

Someone dropped a CD in my locker today, with the note "Listen to track eight". Whoever it was had better hit the streets running tonight.

i didn't want to hurt you baby
i didn't want to hurt you
i didn't want to hurt you
but you're pretty when you cry
i didn't want to fuck you baby
i didn't want to fuck you
i didn't want to fuck you
but you're pretty when you're mine
i didn't really love you baby
i didn't really love you
i didn't really love you
but i'm pretty when i lie...

but when i treat you bad
it always makes you want to stay

So, we got through that 'At Risk Student' thing. It was all right. The cake was good, and it's always fun to joke around with people.

They got Beth Ann's name wrong on her certifcate, which is just hilarious. Her and Jeff's scene went really fast.

Still, it was nice to just sit there, eating free food and getting compliments. Plus, we got back just after lunch ended, so I have a whole period to slack off.

I'm going to go play games on the internet. Fuck the 'no games ever' rule.

Well, this has to be the most ridiculous thing I've ever done.

Okay, maybe not.

Still, it feels weird. What am I supposed to put in here?

Well, rehearsal seemed to go all right today, at least. We got farther than we were, anyway. I have to dance with Beth Ann, which is weird. I think she has some sort of crush on me or something; she's always hanging around.

Then again, she also called me fat. I'm going to have to get back at her for that.

Didn't have time to stick around and see the whole show after school. Just did my bit and walked out. I'm going to just assuem someone will tell me what I need to know tomorrow. If I'm lucky, it'll be Jeff, not one of the girls.

I'd better get to work. If I'm late again, I'll have to sit through another lecture. I swear, if my manager tries to sit me down and have a 'nice chat' about 'the benefits of arriving on time', I'm not going to be the only one getting slashed with a box cutter.